Ok, i have nowhere else to tell this. And even I don't have a courage to say it...so I write this one...
how I should I start? Maybe from a few days ago when I keep avoiding to have an eye contact with you everytime you passed by...and I am even to shy to call you in front of your friend...and our conversation just ended...

everyday I keep thinking, this won't last forever...I have to choose, and I decide to choose him...y'know, relationship isn't always about feeling, but it much more about commitment...because I, myself didn't belive in true love I think...

Also..I'm just not too good...I have many bad sides, and it'll ne such a pity if you have to accept me...
yea, and I have to prepared that one day, we won't talk each other anymore maybe? But at least I want to keep you, as my bro or my best buddy...am I to selfish...?

I just want to say thankyou. For everything...I feel so special, nobody treat me like you did before...and I can tell you're the second who can make me feel that 'click' so fast. Because I don't always clikck to strangers that easily....and like the first one...both are just can't worked...

I'm also feel so sorry. For letting you sacrificed too many things. And I even don't think what you felt... it's okay to get mad. You should, i'm really an egoistic jerk..
anyway, I'm hoping you find someone better than me, someone who love you deeply and placing yours first than hers....

Feelings aren't just enough. Because when it didn't come in a right place, time or any situation...It can't work...
~n0e~