Life's full of irony
when I try to concern at averyone's happiness
I precisely forgot my closest
and hurt them a bit too much
or even hurting myself.

We're diamonds
collide eachother as we hurting eachother
but eventually, unwittingly
we're grow
We're shining more and more
brighter than we used to

I'm sorry for hurting you too much
I'm sorry for cannot strive more than this
Yes.
I'm sorry importantly for giving up
and another countless scrubby sorry
that I've said too much
Our "twang" stop right here
maybe to get polished
or collide with another one, who knows?
One thing for sure
later when I meet you again
either as a united pieces
or each full diamond chunks
I'll see the brightest I've ever seen
And you see me the same way for sure
and that day
we'll remember the days when we collided
~n0e~

She's laughing out loud
Kind to every people
and having a big dream
People love her, talk about her, or just ignoring her.
"She's too busy with her dream" they said
"She's quiet and shy" They said
but people barely know
She didn't even have much conversation with her parents
waking up in the morning alone and go to bed by herself
She ran for affection
but misguided into a wrong place
She order a chocolate instead of coffe
neither tea
she's on medication
she's craving for sweets
because bitterness in her mouth.
She skip too many rendezvous
spending most of her time in hospital
She let people think she's cruel
protecting the one she love
who betray her conviction
Her words are rude
She lost too many friends
or enough of having fake friends
Sometimes,
they wish their live are normal
or sometimes,
They imagined how it feels to exchange position
But, none of them knows
what their truly life is like
Everyone's having their own problems
~n0e~

graduation is closer, and I've been thinking lately. I cannot resist that this disturbing me a lot..
I've got friends, we've been together for around a year, a short moment actually.
But I admit, to many experience I've been through with them, and without even knowing it, they become my number one priority.
the problem is, college end soon. after graduation, I don't even know we will live in a same city or even country. kinda like de javu, eh?

my highschool friends, now having their own world, problems, and even friends. highschool memories slowly fade, and forgotten...
I'm affraid this one happen to my friends, happen to me.
then again when we are apart... we're forgetting eachother....
~n0e~