``n0edle``: 2010

a frIeND iN a sNOwY daY

Monday, August 09, 2010

ah, nganggur...n mumpung ad "cerita lama" yg pgn ak publish.. jdi yah ak coba ktik...

cerita ini asalnya dri soal essai Ujian B.indo yg ngeharusin nulis cerita flashback..

awalnya nggk seidepun kluar, tpi nggk rapa lama malah ini yg tiba-tiba muncul..

selesai ujian n dikumpulin, singkatnya udah dibagi lagi.

jawabanku emang bener, n ak ska banget ama critanya...jdi ak ubah" lagi smpe kyk sekarang ini...

btw, ak mw nyoba nulis cerpen pke ingg, n inilah hsilnya

tpi sorry sebelmnya kalo klian mala nggk mudeng baca blog-ku...

secara ingg ku kacau balau...nggk yakin semua kta" n kalimatnya bener...

ok...ak mulai ae...

:)

Another lecture about english literature, and as usual, I ignore it...daydreaming lookout trough the window...it seems getting cool outside.and maybe the snow will fall. snow, reminds me to my memories

two years ago, when I was in elementary school. since my father got a trouble in his job and entered the jail, no one wantedd to play with me..

one snowy day I sat alone on the bench at schoolyard, hard to go home with the worse condition there...my mom with his new boyfriend, sometimes they hangout leaving her child alone at home, and went home at midnight.

suddenly I felt someone stand beside me, I dunno since when he standing there.

"hey, are you alone?"

I nodded,

"can I know your name? my name is Teru, nice to meet you..."

for a few minutes I kept silent...

"hoshi.." I answered shortly...

"hmm, a good name..your name means star right? my name means light...nice to meet you hoshi..^^"

A smile grew on his lips, and I know he was hiding something painful, its just like me right?

I felt very happy actually, teru made my life feel different, more exiting maybe...

we started to play together, and slowly felt can't be apart from each other

one day I wnet to the school yard, teru promised me to play there, but he didn't came, the snow started to fall and I still waiting for him, thirty minutes passed, and the snow falled even worse, I decided to go home..

I caught a fever, I'm chilled lying on my bed. suddenly I hear a voice that I immediately recognized...

"hoshi.."

"teru....you were lie to me..."

"I'm sorry hoshi.."

we kept silent for a few minutes, then Teru continue his talk...

"I'm here to say goodbye..."

"how rude...you want to leave me??"

"Its hard to describe anyway, but I have to moved,,,"

"so, you move to another city?"

"uhm, yeah something like that I guess, sorry hoshi, I have to go now..."

teru left, after that day I never saw him anymore....

the school bell is ringing, we go home. slowly the snow falls, I'm walking home alone

"are you alone? may I accompany you"

"its alright, I'll walk by myself..."

and the one who I look is a junior high student, wearing the same uniform as me...

he is smiling, and its reminds me to a smile.

"ok, go on..."

he walk beside me, steps along the snowy path to my home..

"you know what? I was have a childhood friend, we always spent time together. I was thinking that we'll never be apart. but I was wrong, he leave me alone..."

"I was ten when I got an accident and unconscious, entered hospital and even had no friends...but It was strange, I was dreaming. one snowy day I was alone in an elementary school, looking a boy who not play with any friends, sitting on a bench. I came to him and asking his name, shortly we getting closer..Its bad when I moved to another hospital outside this country, I never dream about that boy anymore...even its just a dream, I really happy can spent so many fun moment with him...I woke up at the unknown place then, my family was really worried about me, they told me that I have been unconscious for 2 years...

I was left behind, took some courses I catch up some lesson at school..today, finally I can enter school like normal child, you know. I was shocked when I looked the boy that accompany me 2 years ago in my dream..."

"so you come back..."

we smile together...

"in a snowy day just like 2 years ago, and said 'are you alone..?'..."
~n0e~

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Thursday, May 27, 2010

Beautiful girl wherever you are

I knew when I saw you you had opened the door

Suara tepuk tangan pun perlahan muncul dan memenuhi ruangan konser, Alex tersenyum ramah, yang membuat para gadis menjerit histeris. Dan sekali lagi ia menyapu para penonton dengan mata coklatnya, tak melihat apa yang dia cari dia hanya mendengus perlahan di sela nyanyiannya.

‘di mana gadis itu?’ pikirnya

2 bulan lalu, di ruangan ini...Alex sedang menampilkan kemampuannya kembali setelah agak lama vakuum di dunia hiburan, musik. Suaranya yang merdu diiringi dengan petikan gitar sungguh tak berubah sejak beberapa tahun lalu, saat terakhir ia konser di tempat yang sama, starlight concert hall. Tempat paling bergengsi di kotanya.

Beberapa tahun lalu Alex sempat ‘bodoh’ meninggalkan dunianya demi cinta, karena dia menyangka telah menemukan cinta sejatinya...namun dia salah, perempuan itu hanya mencari status saat menerima pernyataan cinta dari Alex, dan meninggalkan Alex hingga terpuruk.

Saat itu Alex sangat putus asa, semangatnya untuk masuk ke dunia musik kembali pun tak ada, hingga Matius menasihatinya. Akhirnya Alex mecoba kembali ke dunia musik dua tahun lalu. Pada konser pertamanya setelah sekian tahun, di kursi penonton bagian depan, Alex melihat gadis yang amat cantik yang belum pernah ia lihat sebelumnya, matanya memancarkan semangat yang tak bisa dikatakan lewat kata-kata. Dan akhirnya setelah sekian lama, Alex kembali merasakan debaran itu, cinta.

I knew that I´d love again after a long long while

I´d love again.

Sayang, karena belum berani untuk mengambil risiko lagi, atau karena lukanya baru saja sembuh, Alex tak berani menyapa atau mengajak kenalan wanita itu, perasaannya dia pendam dalam-dalam dan tak satupun yang diberitahu olehnya. Bukan berarti tak ada yang tahu perasaan Alex...Matius, teman dekatnya sejak kecil mengerti benar apa yang Alex rasakan

You said " hello" and I turned to go

But something in your eyes left my heart beating so

I just knew that I´d love again after a long long while

I´d love again.

“kenapa tak kau ajak kenalan saja dia?”

“kau itu apa-apa’an sih?”

“jangan menyangkal, akui saja, aku ini sahabatmu...”

Alex tetap menyangkal perasaannya di depan Matius, tapi apa daya, perasaan yang muncul di benaknya sama sekali tak dapat ia sangkal, dan semakin hari perasaan itu terus bertumbuh dalam benaknya, memenuhi relung hatinya, apalagi setiap konsernya ia selalu bertemu gadis itu, duduk paling depan dengan senyumnya yang manis. Matanya yang berbinar seakan mengajak Alex untuk berlama-lama menatapnya.

“mat, kau benar soal gadis itu....”

“apa?? Ak tak dengar” Matius tersenyum jahil

“kau mendengarnya, jangan menggodaku...”

“Ok2, hahaha, makanya bertindak”

“bertindak apa?”

“masih tanya? Ajak dia kenalan cepat...jangan keduluan orang”

Dan hari itu, Alex mandi 15 menit lebih lama dari biasanya. Sampai-sampai orang rumah mengira ia pingsan dalam kamar mandi, bajunya disetrika tujuh kali (lebay), dan parfum sebotol dihabiskan Alex..(diminum kalii..) setelah persiapan matangnya, Alex pergi ke Starlight concert hall dengan amat bersemangat. Tak ada yang bisa menutupi cerah di wajah Alex.

Selama konser Alex mencari-cari gadis yang biasanya menontonnya di bangku terdepan, namun dia tak menemukannya, sedikit kecewa mengisi benaknya. Namun ia tetap berpikiran positif, mungkin gadis itu terlambat, atau tak bisa datang hari ini. Namun ternyata Alex harus kecewa pada konser-konser berikutnya, karena gadis itu tak pernah lagi muncul di hadapanya, di bangku terdepan konser itu...

It was destiny´s game

For when love finally came on

I rushed in line only to find

That you were gone....

Whenever you are I fear that I might

Have lost you forever like a song in the night

Now that I've loved again after a long long while

I´ve loved again...

Sudah dua bulan sejak ia tak lagi bertemu dengan gadis itu, namun perasaannya belum berkurang sedikitpun, lagu terakhir yang ia mainkan, adalah lagu yang ia buat khusus untuk gadis itu...

Alex turun dari panggung dan menuju belakang panggung, sesampainya di belakang panggung dia terkejut melihat gadis yang ada dihadapannya, yang mengisi hatinya 2 bulan terakhir ini, sekarang benar-benar ada di hadapannya..dan gadis it tersenyum

“hai, namaku Lucia, aku suka lagu-lagu mu...”

“a..Aku Alex”

“aku selalu menonton konsermu, sayang 2 bulan terakhir ini aku tak bisa menonton konsermu..”

“kenapa?”

“aku harus konser ke prancis,” Lucia tersenyum polos

“prancis???”

“konser biola...”

Alex hanya bisa menganga,tak disadari Lucia juga punya dunia yang sama dengannya, musik. Itu berarti kedekatan mereka tak akan mengganggu hobinya masing-masing.

“mari kita ngobrol di cafe...ceritakan lebih banyak tentang kamu...” senyum Alex terkembang

“OK..”

Beautiful girl I´ll search on for you

'Til all of your loveliness in my arms come true

You've made me love again after a long long while

In love again

'And I´m glad that it´s you

'Hmm beautiful girl~

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